u should go

Someone told me you still cry
Way too many fuckin' times
I hope that you realize
I'm not yours and you're not mine
Thoughts inside my mind
That I can't verbalize
No I won't get high
I told her everytime
I think you should go baby
Cause I been feelin' like I'm on my own lately
Now it's jokes on me
Waiting for the day you put your trust on me
And it cut so deep
Going numb I think I might OD
And you don't know me
Thinkin' fast still movin' slowly
One, two, three more cigarettes
Made it easy to forget
All the things I didn't say
Cause I hate when you're upset
Thoughts inside my brain
Tryin' to explain
All the ways I feel the pain
Everytime they say your name
I think you should go baby
Cause I been feelin' like I'm on my own lately
Now it's jokes on me
Waiting for the day you put your trust on me
And it cut so deep
Going numb I think I might OD
And you don't know me
Thinkin' fast but movin' slowly
Every night my mind is racing
Thoughts that try to make me anxious
Suddenly you had to face it
This cannot be fixed with patience
You should go now baby, lately
I feel like I'm going crazy
Maybe I'm not right for you and
Don't you say you wanna save me