The Place I Thought I Left You

The deepest wounds feel like yesterday;
If not for you, then I might still feel safe
I swear that I can feel the growing pains
In the place I thought I left you
I never meant to hit this stage of grief
If not for you, I would have never bared my teeth
I hope that one day I just might find peace
And move on, and on, and on
'Cause I've been holding out my last hope
Praying that fate might take me
I’m not ready to die
But I’m prepared to sleep forever
I’ve settled with my ghost, and it’ll nevеr get better

I’m always a stonеs throw away from entropy
And letting time pass is killing me
I’m not certain that my eulogy
Will mean anything to anyone but me
Are we too far gone?
Is all this love lost?
I’ve been running away for so long;
I don’t know if I’d know you

Pulled out the knife you left in my back;
I’ll make you feel the way I felt
The steady pain that creeps under my skin;
Under the weight of everything else
That I’ve had on my mind
Since distance broke this heart of mine
This stress has coalesced into
The person you swore you’d find
Kept safe in the quiet of this empty house
And this four-doored room
And my shaky hands that can’t seem to handle
The fact that they lost grip on you

I’m always a stones throw away from entropy
And letting time pass is killing me
I’m not certain that my eulogy
Will mean anything to anyone but me
Are we too far gone?
Is all this love lost?
I’ve been running away for so long;
I don’t know if I’d know you

Are we too far gone?
Is all this love lost?
I had visions of a better life
In a better place
And it’s waiting for me
When will it finally let me in?

I’m always a stones throw away from entropy
And letting time pass is killing me
I’m not certain that my eulogy
Will mean anything to anyone but me
Are we too far gone?
Is all this love lost?
I’ve been running away for so long;
I don’t know if I’d know you