Shadow

So you standin' on your own all night
So used to being number 1
All I used to love you more than ever
Dad why did you have to leave all of us behind
I know you are fine living like the way you wanted too
Do you still love us the way you used to
We now know what happened
That lead to your decision to leave us
Yeah I don't know if we could ever forgive you
Dad I'm gonna be honest
I'm scared I am scared
I will never get to know the real you
And you will never get to know the real me
Yeah this is slowly killing me
I've never had a father figure to help me when I was struglin'
When I was fallin' deeper into my depression
All I needed was you and you weren't there
It feels like you didn't even care
I was naked I was bare
How is this fair
To All 4 of us
You chose lust over us
You tore us apart from the start
Let me drive
You a lie
All we ever wanted you to do was fight
I am lost in my flow living in your shadow
So you standin' on your own all night
So used to being number 1
All I used to love you more than ever
So you standin' on your own all night
So used to being number 1
All I used to love you more than ever