Don’t Wanna Die Today
[VERSE 1]
Really wanna give up on this shit
Really wanna leave but I cannot quit
I've come this far so I cannot stop right here
Theres no turning back
My life is almost back on track
Make a start and I fade from black
Never torn apart even from setbacks
I'm marching on making my mark from here
Tryna make it postive
Tryna leave back all the sad shit
Wanna make it work so I'll finish
All work I've done
Don't ever wanna fall back down
So I can't stop now
I'm getting out of this
I'm 'bout, never tryna miss
You dont wanna fuck with a bitch like me
Got a bad side that you can't even see
Never gonna get that mothеrfucking shit out of the house
Gonna keep it safe
Lockеd away so down below
To leave it and just let it grow
Until it will come out in a fit rage
But you bitches can't burn it with sage
Cause I'm ready never falling down again
Hell to heaven and I've made it back my friend
It's not easy but I'm making changes
I just hope this time wasn't spent wasted
I'm gonna chase it
I'm gonna make it
I really wanna get this
Don't wanna fake
I know it's basic
I gotta face it
My time is running out
And I dont wanna waste it
[VERSE 2]
I dont really know what I'm meant to do bitch
But I cannot even talk to you like this
So I gotta get up
Gotta get away
Need to flee
Needa drive up in the rain
Think I'm going insane
Something wrong with my brain
I ain't playin but I really hate this game
It is putting me in pain
I dont really feel the same
But this shit's killing me
And I'm feeling very lame, ah
See you bitches dont even fucking know shit
You think you know me but you're not my fucking bro bitch
Sit the fuck down, you always on that hoe shit
Never give a fuck 'bout no one but yourself bitch
And you think that you're at the fucking top nope
Bitch you're hanging rope 'cause
You are a low life, scumbag, wannabe
White trash
Gimme my vibe back
Might have to take that
Life off your hands bitch
Just cause I can
[VERSE 3]
Baby wanna cry away
Baby wanna fly away, oh, oh
You dont wanna die today
You dont wanna die today, no, no
Oh my god
You're so beautiful
Like oh my fucking gosh
Be my baby
Cause you make me crazy
For you girl
On my own
All alone
And I can't do this anymore
I just need someone to guide me
Through times cause I've been fighting
With myself and this poor health
But man this shit is tiring
I've been trying
To fix my mind and
I'm looking not fidning
The problem that's hiding