Eternal Moments

What if that was not enough?

Few feelings hold me here
Too many swallow me daily
I'm chained to an open air prison
Of imaginary walls built over time
Maybe I haven't understand anything
If I understand something it's impossIble to live
Patience is killing me slowly

Why?
Thinking if the result is nausea?
Not doing it if the result is nothing?
Have faith when the answer is silence

This life is not mine
This world isn't rewarding
If defy to accept
These fucking eternal moments

Living in a limbo compulsion to failure
Living in a continuity concept
Continuity to suffer theories
To coexist also with the desire not to exist
Maybe they're just thoughts hoard
In an endless archive in a constant update
The help is unknown, the whole so silly
The fate is rotting in everything

Perhaps the real rebellion lies in the word "end"