Exorcism

[Verse 1]
Mind, body, and spirit are possessed and I know it
But I owe it, to myself to fight these monsters
Scratch, claw, kill em, darkness inside makes my skin crawl
Such an awful feeling, I don't recognize the man in the mirror
He’s dead behind those eyes, they don't tear up anymore
It's his soul that cries, like when a guardian angel dies
You’re on your own, there's no switchin sides
No last minute extra lives
It's my demons that need to be exorcised
I give too much of myself, giving tree tatted on my side
Tried to protect my heart, yet somehow you broke in and stole it Threw it on the ground cause you own it
It was yours to do with what you pleased, no control
Like a seizure, yeah sure, I'm dramatic, call me Caesar
Cause I'm no longer the hero...
I'm the villain now...yeah I'm the villain now...

[Hook]
Exorcise me...
I'm dying...
I’m hiding what’s inside

[Verse 2]
Couldn't hack it, so just hack me, stick knives in my back
If it’ll make you happy, take that anger out for a spin
Let the devil inside win, just cause we blood
Don't mean we kin, you ain't reaching rank of master
Anakin, yo my heart beats faster when I start panicking
Got a blank expression on my face like a mannequin
This body lifeless, there's no purpose to my existence
For instance, I haven’t felt alive since the first kiss
Since that first broken promise
The first well baby if I'm being honest
I don't feel the way I use to feel anymore
Drop my knees to the floor, curse your name to the lord
Time by your side, I just wanted more
Is forever too much to be askin for?
You use to say before, you wanted me forever...
You said you wanted me forever...

[Hook]
Exorcise me...
I'm dying...
I'm hiding what's inside

[Verse 3]
I'ma take back control of my life
And start feeling like a person again
Sometimes you have to be your only friend
Just because somethings over, don't mean it's the end
Cause new people mend, your pain
The hatred you keep inside that's brewing
You can't fight the world Ezra what the fuck you doing?!
Yeah it's hard askin for help, procrastination masturbation
Both feel good but you're fucking yourself!
Carousel of negative emotions, don't be what you're not
Greeks fighting Trojans, but shit they won the war
Too bad my war is fought in my mind
Voices drown out my own, tellin me I'll always be alone
Cause I'm broken, said so many things should've left unspoken
When I think of what I said, I start choking
Hate you for hurting me, but don't know what to do
Cause I'd still kill anyone who ever laid a hand on you

[Hook: x3]
Exorcise me...
I'm dying...
I'm hiding what's inside