LOST in the CITY (NO HOOK)

Lost in the city with the night lights
I'm reminiscing bout our past lives
With my chest beating hard damn it's getting kinda dark gimme drank pour it up yeah
Medicine for the heartbreak
Got no friends in the Industry my momma didn't believe me when I told them they was fake
Cause they all just took advantage took the bread out from my sandwich yeah
I thought I was the life of the party
Damn I was just a clown at the party
I just noticed that you never loved me
Yeah I guess I never shoulda called u family then
But It's all in the past I just took a pill to make me relax
The thoughts that I used to reject came back

I'm getting killed by insecurities the Centuries obscurity with developing technology, controlling through your phone
Poisoning your soul ,
The children of tomorrow won't be living for tomorrow
There's no hope in that
Now I pray to god
I guess y'all forgot
Now there's Venom in your system
Simps (seems) you worship in the distance
I lost faith back when u was using vista

And I don't got a 401k
Damn the money's hard to make , wish we'd go back to the apes
Feeling basic in my Asics
Since when did being rich hit mainstream
mainly looks don't even matter
I don't even know the date
Never went to school
Always late for my tomorrow
make me wish they used a latex , now I'm dwelling into sorrow
We ain't even got to game six
It's hard to be a man and go to therapy
society can't tell u what u gotta be
Broken kids come from broken families
In the end no one takes responsibility
It's hard to man up , you gotta step down
There ain't no plan b , the kids are grown up now
It's late to go back now ... Late to go back now

If you ask me bout the pills I got no issue
Admit that I desired some attention, but , what was I supposed to do it's either me or you but I chose like a fool
There's things you told me I'll never forget
I wish I knew if I was your regret
I'm solving all the conflicts in my head
Since I realized, that your the one that's spitting lead