Not My Night

My mind is racing
Not used to making
Sense of who I was

And when the bottle opens
I dance with demons
Until the sun comes up

On the outside I seem like it’s all my way of having fun
Thinkin this is just a part of me you love

It’s not my night
Throwin up in your back seat
I’m drunk enough to cry
So why do I even try

To think that you get it
You say I’m dramatic
That you need a better use of time

It’s alright
If you’re walking away tonight

I know my judgement
Is next to nothing
It made me realize

Instead of finding something
I’ll push your buttons
Like it’s my state of mind

All you’re hearing are my lame excuses
Got every reason why
Thinking how the fuck you want me in your life

It’s not my night
Throwin up in your back seat
I’m drunk enough to cry
So why do I even try

To think that you get it
You say I’m dramatic
That you need a better use of time

It’s alright
If you’re walking away tonight

It’s not my night
You need a better use of time
It’s not my night
So why do I even try

It’s not my night
Throwin up in your back seat
I’m drunk enough to cry
So why do I even try

It’s not my night
Throwin up in your back seat
I’m drunk enough to cry
So why do I even try

To think that you get it
You say I’m dramatic
That you need a better use of time

It’s alright
If you’re walking away tonight

So why do I even try

To think that you get it
You say I’m dramatic
That you need a better use of time

It’s alright
If you’re walking away tonight