A Man Left Behind

If, time only, stood still for one minute things might be different
But the wound opened, and let the infection run deep
It took one man, twenty years to find out what he was doing
It's time now, to ask:
How will he ever save them when all this happened so long ago?
He thinks he's controlling memories but he doesn't know
How dangerous it is, he's losing his mind
It's so sad to see, a man left behind, from this
Can't be true, it's crazy to consider but I just can't help it
'Cause in his eyes, I can see so many years
It's just one man, with memories beyond his life
It's time now, to ask:
How will he ever save them when all this happened so long ago?
He thinks he's controlling memories but he doesn't know
How dangerous it is, he's losing his mind
It's so sad to see, a man left behind, from this –
From this life
The smallest difference can change how you feel
And all these new memories somehow seem real
From this – from this life
So tell me why do I remember so many changes
That never happened now, not in this lifetime?
Not in this life
(Screaming)
Not in this life. In this lifetime
Not in this life. In this lifetime
Not in this life
And I may never remember what's real
I know things can only get better now
And I've stopped trying so hard to feel
Like I'm losing my mind now
Not in this lifetime