A Lost Boy

Why’s there only sadness in the sun
It’s never ever warm
Heaven sent a cloud and cast a shadow on my world
Will I be forgot and left alone?
Stuck staring at the phone
Waiting for the call that never happens, it never comes

Oh all I do is tear myself apart so tell me now

Tell me what you want from me
Tell me what it is that I can’t see
Just tear me apart and trace my scars
Back to who I’m supposed to be
Tell me what you want from me
Tell me ‘cause I’m losing clarity
Just tear me apart and trace my scars
Back to who, back to who I’m supposed to be

All I’ve ever tried was to become
Someone I thought I was
The one that got it right the first time
And never fucked things up
Why do I get lost inside my head?
Am I better off just giving up on every dream I had?
Move along and try to forget

Who? Who I’m supposed to be