7eleven
[Intro: FishyRap]
Yesterday was bad
Real bad
I don't ever think I'll be able to recover from
Yeah
Fuck it
Next time I'm making a gospel album
[Verse 1: FishyRap]
Started as a 7, woke up 11
Yet I'm on some 18+ bullshit
She brought 3 pluss friends
Yeah
Last night was fucking crazy
Fast lights, kid of hazy
Pray to God he'll forgive me
For what I'm 'bout to do (Haha)
Bout to go fucking apeshit
Pick up that bottle and take a hit
Can't even remember shit
Don't know where I am
Some bench, oposite a man
"The fuck you think you am"
He answered softly
Damn
I've heard a lot of nonsense, like simlish
My first thought "what is this"?
But this is ... real
Can't reason, yet deny what I ... feel
Yeah, he saved me and that's real
Dear lord, you saved me and that's real!
Yeah, yeah, yeah
[Chorus: FishyRap]
Iii
Think I went from seven eleven
To twenty-four seven
Straight praying yo
That's on God fo-sho
Raise your arms in worship ho-pe
Woke up druged but he turned me dope
[Verse 2: DJ Professor O-K]
Woke up as a 7. Barely made 11
Be lucky to live through the 18+ bullshit
She bought 3 pluss chicken nugs
What?
Rewind that shit
Okay
Nightshift was fucking crazy
Tough fights, noisy Mercedes
Hope the lord won't notice
For the crazy shit i’ll do
Haha
Bout to fucking apeshit
Pick up that bottle and take a hit
Can’t even remember where I am
Some bench, sitting opposite a man
“The fuck you thing you am”
I answered softly
[Chorus: FishyRap]
Iii
Think I went from seven eleven
To twenty-four seven
Straight praying yo
That's on God fo-sho
Raise your arms in worship ho-pe
Woke up druged but he turned me dope
[Verse 3: FishyRap & DJ Professor O-K]
Dear lord, give me the power
To calm myself
When I wanna go apeshit
When I need a hit
When I need to hit
Rip and tear
Let my enemy know fear
I'm made outa sheer will
But give me the power to chill
And not go
Apeshit
Ain't that a bitch
When you come home drunk (Drunk walking yo)
And find yo girl beeing a ho
With some other man
Then I ain't got no guilty consience
Till the next day
Don't realy want to step into that fray
Should focus on keeping my demons at bay
That's why every single night I pray
Outside that 7/11
Like it's my tiket to heaven
I don't know
No matter how hard I go (To church, get it?)
I always end up at that bench
I'm on that fence
Thinking what to do
Yeah
I don't know
Still got that desire to spasm out though
And just go hard
Used to do anything for a hit
But Christ showed me some other shit
That's why I still breath
That's why
[Chorus: FishyRap]
Iii
Think I went from seven eleven
To twenty-four seven
Straight praying yo
That's on God fo-sho
Raise your arms in worship ho-pe
Woke up druged but he turned me dope
[Verse 4: DJ Professor O-K & FishyRap]
Listen lord, smell this powder
To escape reality
When I wanna go apeshit
When i need a hit
When i need a hit
Don’t come near
Or those cops appear
Will this pain go away
How much more do i have to pray
Please don’t go
Apeshit
Ain’t it unfortunate
When you don’t know what you're saying (Drunk talking yo)
And find this girl being ho
Cause her heart belongs to another guy
Then I really got no business
Till the next day
No work, no depths to pay
Should just forget this shit and move away
I can find a workshift on subway
And forget that 7/11
It’s heat is worse than hell
I don’t know
No matter how hard I go (To church, get it?)
I’ll forever stay on that bench
Lost my will for self defense
Thinkinh what to do
Yeah
I don’t give a fuck
Still got a desire to fullfill
And just take it easy
Used to sell anything for a hit
But this new life showed me some better shit
Thats why I still breathe
That’s why