Numb Reality (Demo)

Memories, fade in time
Doubts aligning, some of mine
Can’t feel the cool wind blow by me
Faces all one in the same
How have I overthrown
The serenity that I’d known
Thoughts they thrash
Life has no purpose
Lose your mask
Of sweet security
You have set me free
Fears they chained to me
Things I cannot see
When numb reality screams
Delight in days, that dance away
Still reminded, they never stay
All of a sudden I’m drowning
How could it yield any pain
Give me someone to find
To relieve my troubled mind
Thoughts they thrash
You know I didn’t earn this
Lose your mask
Of sweet security
You have set me free
Cut but I don’t bleed
Things I cannot be
When numb reality screams
Subtle smile, now a grin
Sittin’ comfortably, in my own skin
All of these things that befall me
They’ve had their purpose to save
I know who I’ve been
How come I never win
Thoughts they thrash
Was it ever worth it
To lose your mask
Of sweet security