War Of The Minds

Sometimes I feel like Moses man I
Just want to run to
Midian just to change my state
But not the state where my city's in but my
State of mind look for
A sign like Gideon cause my
Faith is wavering I'm
Forsaking dependence again you took me
From Egypt just to make
Me a leader but like Moses
I'm not an eloquent
Speaker I'm not eloquent either not
Before nor after you've spoken
Me in ministry you've gotta
Be jokin' I feel
Like Jeremiah here are my bones Lord
And here is my fire
I'm inadequate to represent the messiah
Call me the weepin'
Rapper I read a chapter then
I'm heapin' up laughter because
I'm weak and I can see the disaster of
Me in ministry I feel Job I curse the day of
My birth since I was born
It's only payin' me
Hurt my insecurities worse sometimes I
Wish that that night was
Barren either that or Lord send me an Aaron

This song is for you my
Sisters and brothers who strugglin'
With depression not just the
Blues but a struggle
With depression maybe it's clinical and
Got you taking medicine or maybe not but you
Taking counseling session
And that's excellent take your medicine
If you need it
Cause this is pleasin' to Jesus I write this
Song for the schizophrenic who
Only gets left alone
And throne in a hospital only to panic
And whose family doesn't understand so
They treat you like
An animal but never would the Son of Man
For those who ask what's going
On inside of me
Who feels bound by fear bound by anxiety
I write to you because I know the very God
Who's in control of bipolar I write to those
Who wrestle with thoughts of
Suicide don't do it
Cause Jesus loves you for you He died

For every tear that you cry
For all of the wars in your mind
And the fears that you hide
Know that He's there know that
He's walking with you
I know that it's hard to press on
When the nights seem so long
Remember His word is your hope
So know that He cares know
That He's walking with you

The core problem is that Adam
Sinned and since then to
Now it's 8 out of 10 women and men
And children who struggle with depression
Especially house wives and
Preachers they're people who struggle
With depression I
Write this song for that introverted
Insecure person that's training
His thoughts into thinking he's
Worthless God made you
God can save you in everything
You can give Him
Worship you're not worthless Lord I pray for
The mentally ill that in your
Ministry you mentally heal those
Who suffer with it if not now then you
Eventually will heal your children that
Are mentally ill for
Now they suffer with it give us the
Strength just deal with your will
Because we sinners and
We wrestle with it just like Job did it
I write this song for those who were sexually
Abused lookin' for weaponry to
Use seek Jesus

For every tear that you cry
For all of the wars in your mind
And the fears that you hide
Know that He's there know that
He's walking with you
I know that it's hard to press on
When the nights seem so long
Remember His word is your hope
So know that He cares know
That He's walking with you