Amends

Hoping you'll understand
That I don't wanna make amends
I try so hard
Left me out again and again
Don't know why I even bother
It's been like six years
What's a little longer
I was at your house
Got invited to the party
Said you all can go
Long as you go without me
So I walked home
Another night alone
Took the whole bottle
No one even knows
Not like you care
Until you hear
About another artists overdose
Overdose, overdose
Hoping you'll understand
That I don't wanna make amends
I try so hard
Left me out again and again
Don't know why I even bother
It's been like six years
What's a little longer