Why?

Everything changes
Not just for the better
This hole in my heart
I could never forget her
Tell me what are we even fighting for
Tell me why I have to fall so far
Why do we even try so fucking hard
Why'd I have to go and break her heart
Bitch I think I blacked out
Thinking about my past now
All the ones I've hurt and I've left behind
Catch me in a sad mood
Meet me in the bathroom
Got nothing to say girl you're wasting time
I know it's hard
So can you please just listen
I wanted to die
Because something felt different
I saved my own life
Now I will sacrifice
Everything that I know
Just to make it alive
Tell me what are we even fighting for
Tell me why I have to fall so far
Why do we even try so fucking hard
Why'd I have to go and break her heart
I'm sorry
I promise I wasn't trying to leave you behind
I just needed some room to breathe
Some room to grow
Had to figure out who I was
Ya know?
I miss you