Pillow

(You can’t keep doing this over and over again
It has stop, eventually.)

Am I supposed to feel normal
Am I supposed to feel sick
And I look so awful
And you’re talking like an angel
Say what you mean
You have a mouth why don’t you scream
Nobody cares
When your whole worlds built on chutes and ladders
Shut up

Hell, oh hell
If I know
No, I’m not
Insane
Hell, oh hell
In my life
Hell, oh hell
In my life

You’re in a dream
Take me home Where I’m a star
We’re apart
Show me your teeth
We can split the sky apart now
Open your eyes
I won’t take off my disguise
In the churches
There are herses
Waiting for the tide to rise

Breath me in as deep as you can
Like demon people told you not to
Wake up

You don’t wanna cut my hand
Bleeding out all over the sand
Everything I make is trash
And the snow piles up
Makes my body go numb oh

Hell in my life, take the chair Take the chair, take me
Out to the place Where I can’t hurt anyone You didn’t
Leave me whole you took my legs, I
You took my brain, I
Hell in my life, crash the car, crash the car take me
Out to the river and throw me in, you didn’t
Leave me whole you took my legs, I
You took my brain