Emotional Neglect

Emotional neglect I find it hard to speak
About the way I’m feeling shit I’m dealing with is hard for me
But I grin and bear it sometimes I talk to mum
But don’t suffer in silence wanna talk on songs
Walk with me while I run through my emotions
I rarely open up to strangers it’s like on frozen
Sometimes I’m up like I won the lotto
Other days I’m in pitch black room is where find my sorrow
I don’t fit in I’m a misfit thought I told you that

And I ignore the way I feel sometimes it holds me back
Emotional neglect dta what you call it
Mood cycling disorder got me feeling arkward
I’ll get breathless certain times because I’m asthmatic don’t panic
And that shit depresses me but I still manage
Having chronic sinusitis is like a flu
Blocked nose daily I can barely taste food
And that shit fucks with my mental health it’s a lazy struggle
If I tell you about my life I hope they pay me double

All the stresses and the trials and tribulations
I’ve been up and down the motorway to trapeze getting raving
Need to stop that sin a bit of dirt
Like on mudflap
I hope the Lord walks with me and he’s got man
I need to change my life rapping on Trackz
Probably might save my life positive contact
Told Marge I’ll just do it like Nike shoes
Struggle sometimes in social settings I don’t like utes

Because they talk shit and I don’t like to
Rather stay silent call me a knife wound
I watch my mother shed a tear the truth sobering
And watch my dad cry to when he was noticing
That I needed help mental health deterioration
Soon after that Mental health became a patient