Why Can’t You?

Thoughts come out of my head like spiders
Crawling out of dark cracks in the wall
They seem so stupid, irrational
I’m a stupid, ugly, stuttering asshole
Staring at the pictures that I kept in an album
My tears fall down the side of my face
And all my anger is filling my body
Tearing every part of me to shreds

Why can’t you?
Why can’t you want me
Why can’t you?
Why can’t you want me

Stuck in a room, stuck in a house
Kept locked tight with a faulty lock
And all this resentment drives my need to get out
But hiding was always the easiest way
The night after it ended, I contemplated
I wish I could explain, but it’s too complicated

Angеr fills my head (I’ve got no wherе to go)
Scratching on the chalkboard (I’ve gotten no sleep tonight)
Dissonant notes on piano (I wanna go back home)
My bones began to tense up (But I’ve got no home to go to)
These notes aren’t perfect (I’ve got no where to go)
There must be an ending (I’ve gotten no sleep tonight)
To this fucked up music (I wanna go back home)
Before my lungs give out (But I’ve got no home to go to)

Why can’t you?
Why can’t you want me
Why can’t you?
Why can’t you want me

There’s something crawling inside my head
There’s something crawling inside my head
There’s something crawling inside my head
There’s something crawling inside my head

And if you texted me back
We could talk about things for once and
I know that you like to joke around but
I’m not in the mood tonight but
If you texted me back
We could talk about things for once and
I know that you like to joke around but
I’m not in the mood tonight but
I just wanna go back to those times where
We had connection, our signal was strong
Did the power go out? Did the lines get cut?
Did that signal go out? And why are you gone?

And it’s not just a keyboard