Six Stairs

This is where i sit so calm, this is where i think
This is where i take another drag, so this shit makes me shrink?
And this is where i congregate, where i lose myself
Where i punsh myself in the face and fake the fucking disgrace
Are these pants how you would like
Am i considerate enough?
Am i worried too much about your motherfucking distrust
The night is taking over, still don't know anything
I don’t even know where to go, tryin' to find something challenging

So what's my purpose?
What am i gonna do?
Should i stay here, disappear
Or even talk to you?

Now this is where i lay awake, 4:00 a.m. i think
Worries keep eating my sleep
Maybe just get one more drink
Now this is when i complicate, when i chose myself to hate
And i’m afraid to underastimate
So are these thoughts kind of like yours am i not happy enough?
I'm so worried you just might mistake my mistakes for distrust
Now dawn is taking over, still don't know anything
I don't even know where to go, tryin' to find something challenging