Illuminate

(Instrumental)

[Verse]
Heaven still smells like a failure
I can't trust this hard works isolated cure
Finding all your doped lovers under misery
Searchin for the darkest fame, break an artery
Raised inside a room full of written threats
Got a mile on my neck full of my regrets
Making love with the people that don't need it yet
But I can't control this lust that's a preset
See abuse in my eyes while it's televised
Being tired of bеing tired I have stylized
Ending all your pain I havе advertised
But unfortunately that shit ain't idolized
Once upon a time I was finally free
I was more than the life that you'd always seen
Where the fuck is the truth when it's all a lie
If this wasn't meant to be, then what the hell am I?

[Pre-Chorus]
Stars all around, they illuminate
For the lost ones out boutta desecrate
It feels like a never ending hill
Don't know why I'm runnin but I'm runnin still
Halls all around they illuminate
A sense of belonging I will excavate
The illusion of success people dedicate
For it all to be nothing but to stimulate

[Chorus]
Stars all around, they illuminate
For the lost ones out boutta desecrate
It feels like a never ending hill
Don't know why I'm runnin but I'm runnin still
Halls all around they illuminate
A sense of belonging I will excavate
The illusion of success people dedicate
For it all to be nothing but to stimulate

[Ending]
Where are you going
I feel so lost
Where are you going
There's nothing left for you