​episode 11: the moment i lost you

Okay, I don't think I can make it
Okay, spray my blood on the pavement
Oh no, I don't think I can face it
Oh no, I cannot even fake it
Okay, I don't think I can make it
Okay, spray my blood on the pavement
Oh no, I don't think I can face it
Oh no, I cannot even fake it

I can't deal with a world where it was all a lie
I can't live in a world where you're not by my side
I can't deal with a world where it was all a lie
I can't live in a world where you're not by my side

I just stare at the point where we fell apart
Memories arе fueled by my broken hеart
Never even should've opened myself from the start
Struggling to believe it was all a farce
I don't know why I can't let go
Its not like we had something special
It was nothing from the get go
I really need to let go

I don't even know why I fell from the start
Thought it would be enough, guess I thought I could fix you
After everything is all said and done
I lie awake in the blood pool in my room
I don't even know why I tried so hard
Can't believe that I thought it was shit we could work through
Now I'm left staring into the void that was formed in my head the moment I lost you