Lofi Manifesto

I'm not sure how to feel anymore
Getting out of bed lately, seems like a chore
And every time I love, swear my heart's still sore
I can't go on like this no more

I don't wanna let go
But I'm worried I may have
Wish that I could redo
Give my life another chance
Cause' I'm afraid I may have lost something I can't get back
And I'm searching, I've always been searching

Wanna be myself but I know I can't
I like playing hoping I don't land
All this pain started crying I laugh
No heart, no posting
No heart, no posting
I'm cold in fact
Ever since birth I've been a one-man band
Never talk in front of me, guess they love my back
I just been chilling, posting, and counting my stacks
Baby come over make my forget my past

And I don't wanna complain
And I don't wanna change
My heart is broke, losing hope
Life is a game that I'm losing
Tryna learn to love myself is so confusing
Everybody that I know just wants to use me
And I know myself

(okay)Lately I ain't feeling like myself, no
Shawty broke my heart and I shit her like hell damn
I been reminiscing just to see where I fell
I been so lost and my words won't form
Don't know if I can go on anymore
Getting out of bed feels like a chore(yeah)
Fuck it I ain't gonna sing no more
I ain't gonna sing no more damn

I'm never satisfied
Always say I could do better
Can I help the way, I feel this life
It changes with the weather
Someone tell me what is happening
Am I just overreacting
Is our love really everlasting
Guess we'll find out and I try

(yeah)I been tryna write my feelings inside a page but
I don't think it's working cus' I'm writing everyday
All my homies try to tell me that I'm faking all the pain but
They don't even know me or the words that Imma say so
I think I be giving in, call me inconsiderate (yeah)
Imma dissapear with no evidence
Sorry I'm a pessimist
Don't know what a lesson is
When I attempt to learn, I just forget and try to guess again

I'm not sure how to feel anymore
Seems like every time I write I swear my words won't form
And suffocate on heights that were easy before
I can't go on like this no more
No more, no