Flashbacks

Grandma honey's made of almond
She'll keep hummin' in her sleep
If her brother did offer me
Hum for love, hum for peace

I remember niggas tellin' me I changed, like I changed or somethin'
Like I ain't still ain't with the gang or somethin'
Like I won't put this bitch right up to your brain and start flamin', huh?
You think it's that because I'm famous, huh?
Just 'cause I rock a hundred chains, I'm not a hundred and I'm strange
I had to spit a hundred rhymes and spin they block a hundred times, I ain't lyin'
Niggas actors, get on wax and I spit facts, I ain't tryin'
To get home I had to back out with that iron, I got spine
Runnin' up a billion on my mind, I got time
But time ain't on my side, I can't be home, don't got time
I can't get no rest in
Every day I'm still stressing 'cause I lost my best friends
I be ridin' with FNs
Bought a house out on the West 'cause, bitch, I bring them checks in
Gotta count my blessings, I can't let no mess in
Right now I gotta fall back until I'm at my best again
Ain't got nothin' to do with shit, I'm tucked off at the Westin, uh

They don't understand the pain that come with fame
Rockin' all these diamond chains, but I still ain't changed
So hard for me to stay the same
Livin' with these flashbacks inside my brain
All the memories when we were spinnin' back at night
Gotta put the silence on the gun it ain't no flashin' lights
All the memories when we were spinnin' back at night
Gotta put the silence on the gun it ain't no flashin' lights

Too much pain, nigga, I'm like, "Fuck fame"
Fast lane, I've been movin' like a Mustang
Real niggas, it's some killers, I can't fuck with lames
Ran this shit up independent, I don't trust the game
But I trust myself, tryna touch some wealth
All this liquor in my liver, fuckin' up my health
Either way, I gotta get it when I get up
Rolls Royce big, I gotta sit up
This shit don't mean nothin', I be droppin' tears thinkin' 'bout my brother
When I called him, he ain't pick up, lost my breath just like a hiccup
But the nigga that hit him up, he got hit up
And I still be in my city 'cause the streets know I'm that nigga, don't forget it
I got more digits, more triggers, more bitches
And we all richer, bitch, the Ghost was four-fifty
And I'm still with it, pull up smoke 'em, no pity
Know my story notorious, I did it, no Biggie, ayy

They don't understand the pain that come with fame
Rockin' all these diamond chains, but I still ain't changed
So hard for me to stay the same
Livin' with these flashbacks inside my brain
All the memories when we were spinnin' back at night
Gotta put the silence on the gun it ain't no flashing lights
All the memories when we were spinnin' back at night
Gotta put the silence on the gun it ain't no flashing lights

All them nights we was out hustlin'
All them nights we was still strugglin'
All them nights niggas caught buggin'
All them nights we was still thuggin'
All them nights shit was really bad, right?
We was all we had, right?
We were seein' flashlight
We were seein' flashlight