Crying in the Dark

Another day, another small problem
Another way to avoid solving them
I'm not ok, and the spotlight is on all my flaws
It's all on my flaws, it's all on them
Another pain caused by some imbalance
Begging for remedy, but I ain't found it
All eyes on me and my frame is caving in
I won't make it

And I feel like the biggest burden
And I wanna sink into the floor
And I have some issues with demons in me

They crowd and they question me
About my rage and what's got the best of me
In my brain and why I ain't happy
Like they don't fuckin know that
I've been crying in the dark

Another day, another shattered ego
Like it was ever that big to start
Watch the sun fade and I'm so envious
Please wait for me, I swear I'll do the same
Another teardrop, what a waste
I've been spilling milk for many days
But I've switched to blood, does the principle stay?
I've been hurting myself to feel ok

And I feel like the biggest burden
Cos I'm damaged beyond repair
And I'm tired of scaring everyone off

And I wish I didn't lie to who cares
But I feel like nobody will stay here
Been fighting phantoms to see if we'll be friends
Will the means justify my self end?