BASTARD

I got producers askin' for verses
Rappers askin' for beats
Rappers askin' for verses
It's holding me on a leash
A robber how I'm dispersin' this
Person up on the sheets
I'm kickin' this shit for free
So I never take off my cleats
Loud behind my back
But in person they be discrete
A closeted vegetarian
Ain't really 'bout the beef
If you're really feeling static
You should cop yourself a fleece
Give 'em a group of jellyfish and
Make like a tree
Shit inside my lungs like the
Sap in the lumber
Once I'm out this bitch I'm changing
Snap and my number
There's a lot of shit about me y'all
Aboutta discover
But when I'm up in the clouds
Gon' be no grabbing my thunder
Nothing pissed me off
Like the crap with my brother
Think he let it fly 'cause
he got tired of having to cover
Shit, I lost a lot of sleep
I'm talking half of the slumber
And that is not an influence
I have to be under
It's a different kind of pressure when you're
Movin' in a way that matters to 'em
I'm thinkin' 'bout the other shit I
Know I'd rather do and
Try to block the bad hallucination
Change my attitude
Try to find a ladder just to
Boost my latitude
Makin' chops like ratatouille
That's the shit that matters to me
They want me in their cycle,
Man I know I'd rather do me
I need a view outside the window
Starin' at the boonies
By then I'm swimmin' deeper
With the sharks without a buoy
They told me I was different
This the proof
I could never figure out how they were
Movin' so aloof
Think before you pick the lane in life
You wanna move, 'cause the
Moment you can win is when you
Got a lot to lose, 'cause
I was supposed to drop my soul and
Write for the news
Kissin' shoes by the day, by the
Night sippin' booze
Livin' life in the rain
Strugglin' n' clingin' that's pain
That ain't the life that I choose