Insane

[Verse 1]
I'll still be insane
A thousand hours from this day
Explain away how this isn't about you
And when I think it's all just pain
I'm reminded of all the hurtful things you say
And I was told that
I can be right about that
Support in this falling sand
Otherwise I'm just insane

[Chorus]
Today I think I'll crumble up
And just never open this cocoon again
I'll run as fast as I can go
It would be nice to move states
I'll find another planet to circle
Around and around and around
So I don't have to be found

[Verse 2]
I can see
What you could consider shadows falling over me
But I won't define them in the lexicon you use
To patronize my spiraling thoughts
Like I'm troubled in a vague hell of isolation
And you're in lab clothes, watching the whole situation
It would be cool to just еxist
As long as it's not this

[Chorus]
Today I think I'll crumble up
And just never opеn this cocoon again
I'll run as fast as I can go
It would be nice to move states
I'll find another planet to circle
Around and around and around
So I don't have to be found

[Bridge]
Today I might just run as fast
As I can, as I can
See how much I can bear
With just two feet and both my hands

[Outro]
All this time I thought
I had a reason for this life
I guess I lied, I guess they lied
Cause I'm not sure what purpose that it serves
To beat me down as soon as I think of something right
It breaks my brain
And maybe I've really gone insane