Aint Gon Last

This ain't paradise
Clearly
State of mind looking through the hourglass
Through the crystal ball
Can't see you
There
As my fingers run through your hair
I know, I know
This ain't for sure
Always mind what I meant
I leave it all on the mend
Give me a call, that's a bet
See a green light, even though it's red
Never liked what I said
Just blame it all on my head
But love you right, that's a bet
Never doubt it
Never doubt this real life
Took some time to realize
Need real eyes
Go get you some
I can wait
It's a lot up on your plate
This 2020 weight
Blurry
I ain't in a hurry
We can just park
Know our thoughts is parallel
Like there's no one else
You can be yourself
We ain't gonna last
We ain't gonna last
I cannot explain this
We just gonna crash
Running low on the gas
Something closed from the past
Wanna tell you but I'm
Stuck between the
Fear of losing you and keeping secrets
'Cause when I see that ass
I keep falling backwards
Forget what I said
And my last words
When I think to part ways with you
I think about the hard days
When you're not there
Is we gonna last
Is we gonna last
No, we ain't gonna
No, we ain't gonna
No, we ain't gonna
I ain't yours
You ain't mine
But every time
I got half a mind to say
Fuck it
Hit my line
Lets take our time w it
This something different
Don't know the difference
Got me tripping
I'll make the decision
Need you to decide now
Find out
Turn the lights down
Quiet down
I'm
Going against my advice
Said it twice
Three times
Can't you see I'm
Blind to what's right
Losing sight
To the vice
Of "could" "would" and "might"
You
Show me the mirror
Can't recognize
My
Self
Is this someone else
Is you someone else
I'm
Gon lose if I cant decide
'Cause every time
We just never moving
It's always confusing
We static
You text me sporadic
We don't want the same things
Either way we lose
I see you confused
Who told you I belong to
You
& me
Whenever we alone
Next minute, girl you on me
I fuck you right, got you thinking you my own queen
Then I hear the same shit
"We just homies"
Only
We ain't really just homies
You want me
But I cant make you my only
We can only
Keep it lowkey
Be alone w you
We ain't supposed to do that
Shit we knew that
Girl if we keep dodging whats relevant
Then these elephants turn to skeletons
We ain't gon
We ain't
We ain't gon last
We ain't gon
We ain't
We ain't gon last
We ain't gon
We ain't
We ain't gon last
We ain't
We ain't gon
We ain't gon
We ain't gonna last
We ain't gonna last
I cannot explain this
We just gonna crash
Running low on the gas
Something closed from the past
Wanna tell you but I'm
Stuck between the
Fear of losing you and keeping secrets
Cause when I see that ass
I keep falling backwards
Forget what I said
And my last words
When I think to part ways with you
I think about the hard days
When you're not there
Is we gonna last
Is we gonna last
No, we ain't gonna
No, we ain't gonna
No, we ain't gonna