Anhedonia

If you know how I feel
If you knew why did you lie
And if you know that I'm bad with you
Why don't you let me go
I know I said I love you
But the reasons come before the heart
I know you don't want to hurt me but
I think it's a lie
I don't want your fake love anymore
Who was there to make me happy
I don't want to be your second choice
What I wanted was to be loved
I don't want you anymore
I don't want you anymore
If you knew how I look at you
I had so much love for you
And if you had looked into my eyes
You could know how much I loved you
I was so good in your arms
I would have never left them
I know you didn't want me there
Then why did you open your arms to me
I don't want your fake love anymore
Who was there to make me happy
I don't want to be your second choice
What I wanted was to be loved
I don't want you anymore
I don't want you anymore
And now I wish you to be loved as I would have liked you to love me
I know there were many ifs in our story
Even if i think we never shared anything
I don't want your fake love anymore
Who was there to make me happy
I don't want to be your second choice
What I wanted was to be loved
To be loved
To be loved
To be loved