Blood-Soaked Katabasis

In a place, far remote from light
Where form and formlessness collide
A great abyss lies wide open
Where chaos is unhinged, unbound...

Chaos from Order, Order to Chaos
Patterns shaped in darkness
Devouring my own reflection
A blood-soaked Kathabasis!

Reaching towards glory and light
A final attempt at remaining ingrace
The light turns into scalding ashes
Burning the depth of all these gashes

Flashing phosphenes of white phosphorous
They're alight as I'm consumed from inside
As if I was a burning star
But еmptiness has already consumed mе

A billion lifetimes to reverse our falls
The blade sinks profoundly in
For all the blood of bulls and goats
Can never wash away our sin