​monster

[Chorus]
Take the pills so you don't feel like giving up
Drink some more alcohol just to throw them all up
Every night I lay awake
Wondering if I'm enough
But I always end up fucking up
I was the monster
When I woke up covered in his blood

[Verse 1]
I see something lurking in the shadows
It slowly hides behind the mist
It's the reaper, and he's checking his list
I think I might be losing it
Going crazy, screaming at everything
Oh God, look, Dakota's throwing another one of his fits
Get it together, you want this
But I wanna live
But I wanna thrive
I just wanna be alive
Turned yourself into this monster
I was wrong and she was always right

[Refrain]
Buts it's all lies
But I can't be here
I won't

[Chorus]
Take the pills so you don't feel like giving up
Drink some more alcohol just to throw them all up
Every night I lay awake
Wondering if I'm enough
But I always end up fucking up
I was the monster
When I woke up covered in his blood

[Post-Chorus]
Stabbed him in the back
Just to try to sew up the cut
When will enough be enough?
I keep fucking up
I keep fucking up

[Verse 2]
The truth will come out
You don't know what to say
You're fucking insane
You're the monster you said you wouldn't become
Its okay, the devil will keep you company in hell
Your story's over, you have nothing left to tell
So just rot in the fiery pits of hell
Tell yourself something more to feel more alive
But it's all lies
Yeah, it's all lies

[Refrain]
It's all lies
It's all lies
It's all, it's all
Let's go

[Chorus]
Take the pills so you don't feel like giving up
Drink some more alcohol just to throw them all up
Every night I lay awake
Wondering if I'm enough
But I always end up fucking up
I was the monster
When I woke up covered in his blood
Stabbed him in the back
Take the pills so you don't feel like giving up
Drink some more alcohol just to throw them all up
Every night I lay awake
Wondering if I'm enough
But I always end up fucking up
I was the monster
When I woke up covered in his blood
Stabbed him in the back