clinging onto hope

I'm clinging on to any hope I can
'Cause I'm afraid that shit in life won't ever go to plan
Reaching out for help but feel I'm never loaned a hand
Feel like I'ma join my dreams that rest below the land
I'm clinging on to any hope I can
Cause I'm afraid that shit in life won't ever go to plan
Reaching out for help but feel I'm never loaned a hand
Feel like I'ma join my dreams that rest below the land

Tired of the pain
Yearning while I'm burning from the fire and the flames
Stomach churning, turning from the liars and their hate
Hope is not returning, I'm admiring the grave
I aspired to be brave, now its dire every day
I expire every day, hear the choir in my brain
Sing to me that I should just retire anyway
Hell on earth but this is just whats prior to the blaze