inner child

I'm picking up the pieces of a child
You can see the grieving in my smile
Kept my pain in secret for a while
But you can see it seeping, know my treatment has been vile
I'm picking up the pieces of a child
You can see the grieving in my smile
Kept my pain in secret for a while
But you can see it seeping, know my treatment has been vile

How you coping when you found you had your trust betrayed
Cause I don't know, I've found it hard to just get up for days
Try to find the reason to explain all this bad luck and pain
But I can't find it, circle back, and think I'm just insane
I find it too damn comfortable to let them know and open up
But every time I do they take advantage and there's broken trust
Maybe I'm too stupid so I'm losing all my hope for love
Now I'm filled with envy and I absolutely loathe their luck
I thought I brought the young me home
He thought that we got lucky, though
I had to let my buddy know
That love just isn't for us, tore us, he won't even love me, no
Teary eyed he's begging me, "Gianluca but we tried so hard
I kissed him on his head and said "I know but see this life is hard
Touched his chest there's no more beating from his giant heart
I watched the glitter in his eyes just turn from light to dark
My inner child was killed at the youngest age
Doing CPR, I'm breathing hard, I can't resuscitate
That little boy just wants to know why all his love is pain
He'll never know, I let him go and it's too fucking late