parallels (prod.wetgropes)

How was I supposed to know
You would leave, and I'd let go?
How was I supposed to know
This wound would never close?
Scrolling down my phone, that reminded me of you
But you'll never know
Well that's life, right?
People come and go
But why does it hurt when that song comes on?
I stare at you and you know what I meant
Had so much planned to do
So many dreams that we shared
And now I hate to see, that we're still parallels
And sometimes I wish, we'd never met
All those memories, moments, all erased
Or in my basement, in a box, with caution tape and covered in dust
Feels like Strummer singing in my head
And it was over without anything said
So tell me, where did we go wrong?
And I hate you and I love you, and you drive me insane
Don't care about you but please stay safe
And fuck you for leaving me so alone
Had to sew these stitches on my own
How was I supposed to know
You would leave, and I'd let go?
How was I supposed to know
This wound would never close?
And it sucks that I can't say
How well that hairstyle suits you
Or send you songs I found, for you to listen to
Or plan our trip to New York
And steal each other's outfits
All that are now just thoughts, that make me feel so blue
Cause all duets feel empty, if there's only one singing
That one will always be ours
That's one thing I can promise
And even if this is our dead end
Thank you for being my dearest friend