Medicine

I know I'm not okay, I'm going insane
Even when I try, there's another dead end I don't know what to do anymore
I'm praying above, but I don't see a sign Am I doing things wrong? am I wasting my time?
I don't know what to do anymore

Sometimes I wish I was dead, don't worry I'm not suicidal
I'm still deadlocked in on my dream, on becoming an icon
Everyone has a dream and I respect that much How the fuck you be laughing at me
When I have my own one Two shots left on the bottle

Keep going, don't slow down I like the adrenaline rush
When I'm pushing full throttle Everyone be talking like
They know me, I'm sorry homie But if I remember correctly
You're just another fucking phony These conversations are growing

Boring the shit for me If ain't about business, don't hit me up
I don't got time to waste I'm up in a rush to get
To the finish line, okay I know it's not a race
Am I done waiting around? Yes,

I know I'm not okay
I'm going insane Even when I try, there's another dead end
I don't know what to do anymore I'm praying above, but I don't see a sign
Am I doing things wrong? am I wasting my time?
I don't know what to do anymore

I'ma make a few mil without selling drugs or pills
The only thing I'll deal is how I feel through my music
It's amusing how people talk and still try and recruit me
I MIA for a while and you didn't come and salute me

I fucked up, just shut up, I know that I was
Down bad, just know that the kid has come back
I'm back in my element and this time I'm here to stay
Even when everything seems bad, there's always a way

I'm not human, I swear I'm a different specimen
Bitches like to talk about my life when they be hooked up on heroin
Selfish individuals make me say they don't fit in my regimen
Doctor, I'm done expressing myself, just give me my medicine

I know I'm not okay,
I'm going insane Even when I try, there's another dead end
I don't know what to do anymore I'm praying above, but I don't see a sign
Am I doing things wrong? am I wasting my time?
I don't know what to do anymore