Alone with my Thoughts

Alone with my thoughts
Drowning myself
Picking up the pieces
And put em back myself
Alone with my thoughts
Drowning myself
Picking up the pieces
And put em back myself
This beat too sentimental
Tempted to
Fuck around
And let you back
But that'd dissemble me
I killed my ego
Ain't been feeling envy
But you like a temptress
Don't
fuck around and tempt me
I filled the holes inside my soul
Soon as you left me
Turns out the missing piece
Is I was missing peace
And lacking love for myself
Looking elsewhere
I'm lookin inwards
Exploring new territory
They used to terrorize me
Didn't know the power lied within me
Even back then
Every love I had is past tense
You still don't love me
Where does that leave me?
Alone with my thoughts
Drowning myself
Picking up the pieces
And put em back myself
Alone with my thoughts
Drowning myself
Picking up the pieces
And put em back myself
Never asked for help
It ain't my pride or ego
Just the way that I am
If I want it
Gotta earn it, God me hands
I'm blessed to just be breathing
And standing where I am
That's two things
Not everyone can say they have
So frankly
When I'm anxious, I think of that
It's a Choice to make the most
Out of what you have
You are your thoughts
If you believe you can and can't
You're right
But that's a choice
I urge you all to make in life
And if you haven't made it yet
You should Do that shit tonite
You think your human
When you're a being of light
I hope i don't dim
Before I have my chance to shine
Alone with my thoughts
Drowning myself
Picking up the pieces
And put em back myself
Alone with my thoughts
Drowning myself
Picking up the pieces
And put em back myself