Fear & Paranoia (feat. Damarion)

This fear in my heart, I won't let win me over
Spend my nights thinking bout a life being sober
also contemplating where I wanna be in the end
This fear in my heart, I won't let it win me over
Spend my nights thinking bout a life being sober
also contemplating where I wanna be in the end

Damn, fear not being shit
Fear of not achieving the goals I set out with
Fear I spend too much time dreaming and
Fear I put my effort into the wrong bins
But I don't let that settle in
Can't let your emotions guide your judgement
Cause, what's the point of life then
I have faith I'm heading in the right direction

I live in constant fear and paranoia
Feels like I need to get away from here
People thinking I wanna be their friend like it's some sort of privilege
Acting like I don't know their true intentions
Wanna gateway of just being famous
Don't wanna work, all they wanna be is leeches
All they wanna be is fake friends
So I got my phone on DND
After you hear this please don't bother me
I live in constant fear and paranoia
Feels like I need to get away from here

I'm afraid of being a nobody
That wouldn't be able to take care of his family
Feels like someone is looking over my shoulder
Hold up I swear I heard something
Turn the music down a little bit
Take one headphone off
Now I'm pleading out loud
I don't wanna be another person on the news
I live in fear that I'm gonna lose it all so suddenly
Like, what would happen if I lost it all right now

I live in constant fear and paranoia
Feels like I need to get away from here