PILLBX
I donu0027t like to wake up
Now that Iu0027m a grown up
Iu0027m never where I wanna be
Try to keep my nose clean
Make my mama proud of me
Donu0027t think about my fantasies
But Iu0027ve been living two lives
One of themu0027s in my mind
It's how I spend my free time
Iu0027m running out of white lies
And Iu0027m running out of white lines
And if you wanna know why
Iu0027ve got such a bad side
I keep him on my bed side
Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I donu0027t care what they say
Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes
Have a love that lasts and get outta your head
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I said
Open up your pillbox
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pillbox
If only we could write these up
Open up your pillbox
I wish I had magic drugs
Open up your pillbox
If only we could write these up
As much I may want to
I canu0027t ever love you
Cause we donu0027t like the same things
Yeah, I have a lotta secrets
Making love to my demons
Dying on the defense, with a reason
Cause Iu0027ve been living two lives
One of themu0027s in my mind
It's how I spend my free time
Iu0027m running out of white lies,
Iu0027m running out of white lines
If you wanna know why
Iu0027ve got such a bad side
I keep him on my bed side
Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I donu0027t care what they say
Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes
Have a love that lasts and get outta your head
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I said
Open up your pillbox
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pillbox
If only we could write these up
Open up your pillbox
I wish I had magic drugs
Open up your pillbox
If only we could write these up