how does it feel to be lonely

How does it feel to be lonely
Guess they got it all wrong but guess what the devastations behind me
I waited a couple years to conquer my fear of lovers who were dear but now
I'm drowning, in tears
Should I wait
For someone who'll stay
For one more day than the last one
Should I lie
And then when I've got time
Cry alone in my bedroom
Why didn't you mention this before
You wanted to build a wall away from me
Well now I see
Why did we ever embrace
Now you've slapped me in the face
Why did you want to get away from me?
If everything meant nothing, how can I feel anything?
I considered you my world
Guess I wasn't worth it
After all
I spent my precious time, building you a life, only to realise
I've wrecked mine
Should I wait
For someone who'll stay
For one more day than the last one
Should I lie
And then when I've got time
Cry alone in my bedroom
Why didn't you mention this before
You wanted to build a wall away from me
Well now I see
Why did we ever embrace
Now you've slapped me in the face
Why did you want to get away from me?
If everything meant nothing, how can I feel anything?
How can you expect me to go on?
Well I'm glad you convinced yourself you're not in the wrong
Should I wait
For someone who'll stay
For one more day than the last one
Should I lie
And then when I've got time
Cry alone in my bedroom
Why didn't you mention this before
You wanted to build a wall away from me
Well now I see
Why did we ever embrace
Now you've slapped me in the face
Why did you want to get away from me?
If everything meant nothing, how can I feel anything?