Bad Nightmares

[Intro]
I been havin' bad nightmares
Bad nightmares

[Chorus]
I been havin' bad nightmares
I just want the bag right there
I been tryna catch myself
I'm about to land in Times Square
I was up in first class, yeah
All up in the sky, yeah, yeah
Tryna get through the night, yeah, yeah
But they tryna take my life, yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
Yeah, they tryna take my life right now
But my future lookin' bright, yeah, yeah
No, you cannot be my bride, oh no
Tellin' God at least I tried, yeah, at least I tried
I been prayin', I been askin' what's the reason why
Thinkin' if I die right now I'ma come back with a a new redesign
Been takin' trips all year, my life look like it seem divine
But if you look between my eyes, you'll see that evil is alive
I been tryna get 'em motivated, preachin' to my guys
I'm so serious, I don't know what's even equal to my mind
Sometimes I gotta take a chance, but I be thinkin' 'bout my pride
Look at my reflection in the deep end, yeah, I think I'm 'bout to dive

[Chorus]
I been havin' bad nightmares
I just want the bag right there
I been tryna catch myself
I'm about to land in Times Square
I was up in first class, yeah
All up in the sky, yeah, yeah
Tryna get through the night, yeah, yeah
But they tryna take my life, yeah, yeah

[Verse 2]
I been havin' nightmares, I been havin' bad dreams
I think that I can't sleep, I'ma need some meds
I can't relax in my bed, yeah, drugs all in my head
I might wake up dead, yeah, I might wake up dead
Suicide, look in my eyes, I see I'm my own killer
Voices in my head, yeah, they sound so familiar
This'll be over quicker, got no days left
I look at the bigger picture, yeah, that's why I stay stressed
Tryna be more grateful, yeah, I stay blessed
I feel so trapped, I feel so alone, feel like a straight mess
I already know who's on my side, y'all can say less
I think I slept through the best, only the pain left

[Chorus]
I been havin' bad nightmares
I just want the bag right there
I been tryna catch myself
I'm about to land in Times Square
I was up in first class, yeah
All up in the sky, yeah, yeah
Tryna get through the night, yeah, yeah
But they tryna take my life, yeah, yeah