Black Clouds

Spending my days gettin chased by them black clouds
Losin my mind, swear one day imma act out
Got me drinkin and drivin, tryna not pass out
One thing ull remember... I never backed down

I swear I'm goin crazy in four cornered room
No straight jacket, but it's comin fa me soon
Never been a suicidal nigga, brought up on tha bible, still a
Street wise, book smart, type of killa
Dez peasants take my kindness fa weakness
I wear my heart on my sleeve, so everyone can see it
But like my cousin Polo, best believe I got my reasons
People nowadays changin like tha seasons
Temperatures went up, but tha heart dat u seein
10 below 0... My heart and sleeve freezin
Look 2 tha sky, is it prayer dat I'm needin?
I got tha knowledge of a scholar
Still rooted in evil like tha dollar
Tha weed got me trippin, maybe it's dis vodka
Cop said I was swervin, but swore I was whippin proper
Like Eminem I need tha doctor