willow ave
Wish I would've stayed in my bed
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I changed with your eyes red
Whispered "Okay" under my breath
Wish I would've stayed in my bed
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I changed with your eyes red
Whispered "Okay" under my breath
Looks like you've got nothing done
Your value is lost, oh, what have you become?
The critic inside you is holding a gun
To your head
One false move and the chamber is spun
I'm a fake to myself
Live uncomfortably numb
Mechanism for coping is biting my thumb
I've lost focus in all this
Sought solace in sun-
-light is burning my eyes
Which direction is it coming from?
Stupid thoughts halt my momentum
Run from everyone
And everything, ignore your
Friends and family, it's fun
I stopped caring so damn long ago
Zero to one
I commentate my complications constantly
I'm done
Wish I would've stayed in my bed
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I changed with your eyes red
Whispered "Okay" under my breath
Wish I would've stayed in my bed
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I changed with your eyes red
Whispered "Okay" under my breath
You cannot hurt me but she gon' break
Me down into a fine pulp
This shit taste like chicken
I can barely tell it's asphalt
Somethin' creep up behind me
When I turn around it's no one
She could rip my face from off
My body and it's my fault pause
She don't really mean it
She just do it for the applause
I choose not to believe it
All of a sudden I am calm
And I'm convinced they hate me but
They lock it in their thoughts
I just need some reassurance here and
There to keep me going
Girl, can you tell me what's up?
I can't read your face when
You got your walls up look out on the lake
You could see it light up
It's even better in the winter
You should try to come up
Seems like summer never started
Haven't left my apartment in months
Why can't I just get you out?
Keep screaming with my head down
Feels like nothing is an option
And I'm always exhausted
Tryna pull myself together
Check my phone and it's December, whatever
Wish I would've stayed, you'd-a liked that
Put all my dreams in a nightstand
You said I changed with your eyes red
Whispered "okay" under my breath yeah
She makes home feel like a home in my head
And when I'm with her, I feel hope again