Memories

I’ve been living off of bad dreams and television screens
So I regress to the places I know
Drinking in Alice’s basement, and playing central perk
I’ve never felt so far from home, I’ve never felt like such a fucking jerk

I’ve done this all to myself and I know that for sure
I sing along with Deaf Havana, screaming I’m a fucking bore
I’ve been my own undoing and I regret every word
I should re-learn how to make friends from Big Bird

I’ve been burning bridges since I turned 17
And my ship is slowly sinking, I’m one fucked up S.O.B
So I’ll do my grand finale, and I’ll take my final bow,
So you can drag me home so I can sleep somehow

All I have of home is these pictures on my wall
And somehow it’s so much worse than nothing at all
Please won’t somebody call me, or at least a fucking text?
I’m lonely, hungry, sad and it’s been months since I had sex

I never tried to be the bad guy, my intentions were always good
The only problem was I had no one to talk to, I would just sit alone and play Pokémon
I’m an alien in my home town and an outcast in this place
I could really do with a saving grace

I miss the memories I had, I miss the home I used to have
I want to take back what I said, I want to sleep in my own bed
I miss the memories!