Do You Still

Do you still remember me the way that I was
Do you still remember how it felt when we touched
Do you still remember how I gave you my heart
When we had no complications, before we fell apart
Do you reminisce about when we were in love
Do you wanna hit me back when I call you up
Even though I know you hate the person I was
I know it's been years, but yet I still miss your touch
You still have a beautiful smile
Probably cause we haven't talked in a while
Hope you have good memories from when you were mine
And though I haven't seen you, I been thinking 'bout you all this time
Running 'round to all your favorite places
Guess we're both still alive, so congratulations
I should have kept you in my life if I had the patience
But I fucked it up and now I am alone, forsaken
I can't pretend that we can still be friends
I know it's over, I guess I just wanted closure
I spent my life just being another bad person
My lies gon' leave everyone around me hurting
You don't know I wish I could delete that version
I'm trying to be good but I don't know if it's worth it
Do you still remember me the way that I was
Do you still remember how it felt when we touched
Do you still remember how I gave you my heart
When we had no complications, before we fell apart
Do you reminisce about when we were in love
Do you wanna hit me back when I call you up
Even though I know you hate the person I was
I know it's been years, but yet I still miss your touch
We spent years in our turbulent friendship
Get flashbacks when so much as your name gets mentioned
Chew me up and spit me out again
I don't have it in me to make amends, I'm
Lost in someone else, scared to be myself
I didn't even know I deserved to cry for help
If you loved me then, well you should be proud
When I come back just to show you that I'm still alive now
Now every time I fuck up, I'm reminded of you
All the times I buried everything by lying to you
And I don't condone what happened, I was lost and confused
And I don't even wanna live to tell you the truth
To be honest, I been wasting my life away
You show up in my thoughts when I'm wide awake
Should have seen it coming a mile away
Fuck it all, I just wanna die today
I can't pretend that we can still be friends
I know it's over, I guess I just wanted closure
I spent our time together another bad person
My lies done broke you down and I left you hurting
I've got so much regret bottled up under the surface
I give up, god fucking dammit, I'm worthless
Do you still remember me the way that I was
Do you still remember how it felt when we touched
Do you still remember how I gave you my heart
When we had no complications, before we fell apart
Do you reminisce about when we were in love
Do you wanna hit me back when I call you up
Even though I know you hate the person I was
I know it's been years, but yet I still miss your touch
Do you still remember me the way that I was
Do you still remember how it felt when we touched
Do you still remember how I gave you my heart
When we had no complications, before we fell apart
Do you reminisce about when we were in love
Do you wanna hit me back when I call you up
Even though I know you hate the person I was
I know it's been years, but yet I still miss your touch
You know I miss your love, no
Yeah
You know I miss you
You know I miss you
Baby
No