Outside

[Verse]
I spent a long time on the outside
I put a facade up, and people tried
So, who is it that lied? Yeah, I don't know
Who will I die beside? Yeah, no one knows
When I did that shit on purpose
Separate those from me, even though I ain't nervous
I wasn't always like this
Yeah, I swear to god
I used to be young and loved being noticed
The shit's same now except that it's only wished
Talking to strangers could be the hardest
Out of all the timelines, I wonder if it's the darkest
I wonder if I could worse than it already is
I, we were promised something else
And that's what a scam is, and that's what the gram is
They say I need to see the world differently
I'll need different glasses
Fix the madness, fuck