I've Convinced Everybody But Myself

I've convinced everybody I've forgotten you at last
That my heart has healed completely from the heartbreaks of the past
They can't see the tears I'm hiding how they hurt me when you left
I've convinced everybody everybody but myself

When somebody mentions you my heart can feel the sting
But I play the part so perfectly no one suspects a thing
Then they see me smiling and I'm with somebody else
I've convinced everybody everybody but myself

I act so nonchalantly when they mention my own pain
I pretend as though I'm searching when I start to call your name
It would be a different story if they knew just how I felt
I've convinced everybody everybody but myself

You probably heard from others how indifferent I have been
But they only see the upside they can't see me deep within
And if you believe them there's just one person left
I've convinced everybody everybody but myself