​rejection sensitive dysphoria

[Intro]
I'm losing tracks of the days, days, days, days again
Searching for something to say, say, say, say again
Do they know I'm still here?
Do they know I'm still here?

[Verse]
I'm losing track of the days again
Searching for something to say to them
Something, but now, I've been feeling so invisible lately
Do they know I'm still here? Do they hate me?
And I just looked at my phone again
Desperately trying to hold it in
Biting my tongue 'til it bleeds, I just need to be noticed
Could you spare just a piece of a moment?

[Bridge]
3 A.M., still no response
Feel ashamed to even want
Wondering, where have you gone?

[Verse]
And I'm dying just to know what you are thinking
But I know the consequences won't be minor if I ask, I ask
If I don't know, then I can just keep on pretending that it's fine if I inquire
There's no way to take it back, another panic attack
Another looming catastrophe, I don't know how to act
Line my chest with bubble wrap to try and keep it intact
Maybe I just need a little more time to
Redefine, but do you want it like I do?

[Break-down]
Do you want it like I do?
Do you want it like I do?
Do you want it like I do?

[Drop]
Do you want it like I do?

[Outro]
Another looming catastrophe, I don't know how to act
Line my chest with bubble wrap to try and keep it intact
Maybe I just need a little more time to
Redefine, but do you want it like I do?

Another looming catastrophe, I don't know how to act
Line my chest with bubble wrap to try and keep it intact
Maybe I just need a little more time to
Redefine, but do you want it like I do?