ALL TIME GREAT

When i head upstairs will they open up the gates
Or turn around and slam them motherfuckers in my face
So while im here ill try be great
Staring over my shoulder, i know the darkness waits
Just wanna go clear, never sell my soul to take
Holding back temptation, dont wanna seal my fate
I just wanna hear them cheer, just want a fucking break
Or i might have to sever the head of an all time great
No easy way to say this but im feeling like a lunatic
Locked away in my own head I'm moving like a nervous tick
Forgiven all my enemies or am i planning something sick
I feel a sudden rush of joy from seeing darkness creeping quick
Hold on to a grudge so long it fades into obscurity
I hope and pray that when im done these people will remember me
Grind away down to the bone no wonder i am losing sleep
Questioning my loyalties whilst questioning my need to be
Holding on to sanity or something of the sorts
Hold on to your fucking tongues or ill be holding on to yours
Open up the gates of hell when fire rains on golden floors
I am evil i am cursed so when i speak youll feel the force
Holy water is the cleansing, only thing to hold my demons back
Poor out my emotions on each and every fucking track
Try hard to redeem the things ive done yet all i hope is that
My daughter never follows me and keeps her sanity intact.
When i head upstairs will they open up the gates
Or turn around and slam them motherfuckers in my face
So while im here ill try be great
Staring over my shoulder, i know the darkness waits
Just wanna go clear, never sell my soul to take
Holding back temptation, dont wanna seal my fate
I just wanna hear them cheer, just want a fucking break
Or i might have to sever the head of an all time great
Struggle through these trials and tribulations
Only way is up but no one knows their final destination
Seems like only way to make it is a deal with satan
Sign your soul away for fame and fortune, keep these people hating
Talk like your speaking with the dead channeling one of the greats
The only thing your channeling is fiction fam its fake
If i make it up to heaven they wont open up the gates
So whilst im planted on the ground i need a house on a nice estate
Now thats a gated community
I feel your insecurities
Ill fuel your need for purity
Like speaking on a eulogy
Will the ever hear me when i speak
Or feel me when im doing me
Fighting back doubt like a war thats waging in the streets
Im feeling somewhat incomplete
With this samey life i lead
Need some changes drastically
Im holding out for symmetry
But save your fucking sympathy
May face some negativity
But that only fuels me truthfully
When i head upstairs will they open up the gates
Or turn around and slam them motherfuckers in my face
So while im here ill try be great
Staring over my shoulder, i know the darkness waits
Just wanna go clear, never sell my soul to take
Holding back temptation, dont wanna seal my fate
I just wanna hear them cheer, just want a fucking break
Or i might have to sever the head of an all time great
But when its your time to go
Best believe you will be ripped off of your pedestal
But when its your time to go
Best believe you will be ripped off of your pedestal