Spiral
Harmony Yatar
Don’t know what it says about me
That I can keep a secret
Down to the grave and mean it
But never tell a lie
Don’t know what they say about me
Behind my back
I feel the jealous intentions
When I’m just tryna live my most authentic life
I never know if there’s something wrong with me
Everywhere I move it’s anomalies
I’m outcasted out-played yeah
But I don’t see the mistakes that I made ya know
It’s too easy from the outside
To take a picture of thе good life
Manipulate you into thinkin’
That I’m 100 on the worst days
Can’t bеlieve the shit that I say
I’m outcasted out-played yeah
I write down all my shame ya know
And I pray for the space that I hold
In my own way ya know
Cross my heart and hope to
Separate the shield
I place on my good days