Evolve

My fear of rejection could stop evolutionary processes
I never used to think about that but now every time
You look at me
I cannot breathe
I'm supposed to be hardwired through my bones so I can find a mate
But then you turn and smile and I don't have the guts
To ask you on a date
So I'll make you wait
But god, I wish that I could change
I wish that I could ask to hold your hand
I wish that I could sing to you, and you would understand
I wish that all my fears would just resolve
I wish that I could kiss you and the world would just dissolve
I wish I could evolve
If Darwin ever met me, he would self destruct from primal, untapped rage
Cause nothing that I do around you matches any creature
'Bout my age
My hearts on a stage
I don't know how you broke the coding written for like several million years
Or maybe I am just mutated and I'm separated from my peers
Will this end in tears
Oh god, I wish that I could change
I wish that I could ask to hold your hand
I wish that I could sing to you, and you would understand
I wish that all my fears would just resolve
I wish that I could kiss you and the world would just dissolve
I wish I could evolve
I thought that I would feel the urge
To give you my whole mind
But now my heart has gone to purge
The thoughts that are designed
To force me to tell you I'm feeling
That I want you mine
Oh you have gone and forced me to resign
I wish that I could ask to hold your hand
I wish that I could sing to you, and you would understand
I wish that all my fears would just resolve
I wish that I could kiss you and the world would just dissolve
I wish I could evolve
I wish I could evolve
I wish I could evolve