Wannabe Happy
[Verse 1]
Damn, why the fuck I gotta chase you
Pencil in time, I just wish I could erase you
Backwards logic, so I don't wanna face you
But I should belt it out, but it would be a waste to
Tell you that I miss you when you gone
And only reason I'm right to you 'cause I'm wrong
It's been about a week and I been tryna keep it strong
Maybe we can arrange something but it would be
It would be a long shot
Fuck it life is even shorter
Really I'm just tryna find some order, sorta
Thought you would lend a helping hand
But you're not the one to five like a dollar and a quarter
Uh, and I don't listen to what they say
And you're the reason that I work, no vaca
They can't fuck with my bars like they're in AA
But I digress I'm tryna say hey, hey
[Chorus]
Might not speak but I fully understand
Everything I'm not made me everything I am
A whole lotta money, that was all part of the plan
But no matter what I do when no matter where I am
I just wanna be
I just wanna be happy
I just wanna be
[Verse 2]
Yeah uh
When I don't think about you that's when you show up
But when I think about you I wanna throw up
Yeah I'm fucking sick of this
Got me acting ridiculous
I tried to laugh it off the situation got me ticklish
But I forget that this love and hate relationship
Is something I should try to practice patience with
And stop being so bipolar
And learn to deal with all the shit like Kholer
Fuck that
Even though I really take the time
You don't trust that
Baby that you're always on my mind
I could spread you
Swear that you contagious
I see you when I'm with my fans
And I'm on the stages
And I think you might never come like Mike pulled the pages
And I know no matter what my age is, uh
No matter if I shoot or I miss
I just want you happiness
I just wanna be happy
[Chorus]
Might not speak but I fully understand
Everything I'm not made me everything I am
A whole lotta money, that was all part of the plan
But no matter what I do when no matter where I am
I just wanna be
I just wanna be happy
I just wanna be
[Verse 3]
Mama said there be nights like this
Never thought they be quite like this
Never thought that I would wanna get rich at a spite like this
But I don't know, could be something I miss
But you know that I'ma keep doing it
They gon' tryna ruin it
Really are they mad at me because I'm pursuing it
They can't understand it, really till you in it
But it's all good, 'cause you know I kept it true in it
And it's kinda crazy every person I converse with
Swear that this really is the worst shit
Swear that they give their two cents
Yeah the bottom of the purse shit
Got it down pat like I rehearsed it
Because they thinking that I gotta be Jay-Z
Before anybody really gonna pay me
What you think I stayed for
What the songs is made for
I'm telling you my new car is payed for
Nigga I'm happy